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Subject:Here goes nothing....
Time:02:22 am
Current Mood:discontentdiscontent
As I write this I'm still not sure if I dig this whole e-journal thing. There's something more romantic and private when you write with ink and paper in a nice leather journal, unlined of course. But maybe it's time to change things in my life. The old way of doing things was definitely not working. So, as I write this I am one day past my 26th birthday and 22 days without a drink. Am I happy? I don't think so but I don't think I would recognize the feeling even if I had it. I did have a decent b-day though. I took a mini-vacation from work, Jim from BN got me a chocolate cake, went thrift store shopping with the mommy-monster, got cards from my mom and grandma ($ too) and, of course, treated myself to a few gifts. Two frames for some favorite posters, cheap funky jewelry, Coco Mademoiselle, tank tops from Old Navy (only $5 each!), and some lens wipes (from Sears: they are a miraculous thing if you wear glasses). Now if I can get my room is some semblance of order....Went to a speaker meeting and then dancing with some AA friends. Had a pretty good time though I don't think they enjoyed themselves. At least they made an effort, right? I ran into Steve, a guy from about a year ago (no sex just plain weirdness), and he ended up walking me home. He stayed around for about two hours and we talked about the changes in our lives. It was nice: just innocent, meaningful chitchat, no games or physical tension. I guess this online thing isn't so bad. Until next time....
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